Another Saturday Night!

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 "Sometimes losing yourself in loneliness is the best way to 

finding yourself all over again." 

 I sit here wondering what all my old friends are doing these days, not sure why I wonder because I know, give you a hint. 

I had a lot of friends until I got sober, the friends seem to vanish from my life one by one. I still have the most valuable friend that is myself. 

I am comfortable now as a single, sober woman, it was a different story 5 years ago.

 Living in the party town Lake Havasu City, Az it is such an amazing city; I just could not stay sober, seems like every event was in a bar or a party, there were no down days for me, I am happier than ever before, I am right where I need to be, 

I found myself doing things I would not ever have done while I was drinking, like sitting on the porch in the nice warm air overlooking the ocean, with no music on, no phone to my ear, I just sat and listen to the sounds of the light waves today, it was calming.

I did go on a nice hike today in my back yard, I ran across 2 doe's and one buck, they were not scared of me, I find this odd, maybe they know I am not here to hurt them, that reminds me of this summer hearing a noise getting up from my bed turning on the office light only to see my big black bear staring at me in the window, I was very scared, I was like a foot away from an animal that big and only a sliding glass door between us. 


My words for the day Scared or fearful, panic stricken

filled with fear or dread at the sight of the grizzly bear he froze, being too scared to even run away


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